[note: i’m definitely wearing my influences on my sleeve at this age]
10 epiphany as controllable hormonal reaction: We begin as a series of submissions. there is a feeling of numbness, of what was once comprehensible now distorted into noise. Color intensifies to the point that spatial meaning becomes lost to sensory bombardment. Mnemonic guideposts are lost, the beacons by which communication is possible washed away in the neural flood. The illusion of soul is shattered. The idea that technology and nature come from two different mothers is gone, universe as vulva, poom poom.
20 aphorisms nothing more than shortcuts to other viewpoints. We begin as a series of transmissions. Now everything is subjective (the concept of changing to a new way of seeing) then a grand objectivity (the whole sum of these new ways creating a vast (insert archetype here) of which we all form a part) then nothingness (the truth of this idea nothing more than a convenient fiction, a means toward applied philosophy). None of these things matter. None alleviate suffering, solve problems, bring beauty. These are just ways of escaping. Who we are is what we see, what we believe.
30 everything that begins, ends. We begin as a series of regressions. The concept of humanity as a progression from savagery to civility becomes laughable. A new form of barbarism masked in a thin veneer of civility and technology becomes modus operandi for the four worlds. Corporations cover steel and glass with a layer of shattered bone. Blood smears beneath the eyes becomes corporate fashion. Prisoners return to their original roles as slaves, indentured servants to those who can afford the necessary frontal lobe recalibration and obedience training. Public services such as sanitation and law enforcement become completely private sector enterprise, leading to disease and filth not seen since 19th century Paris. Public housing sectors become quarantine areas into which health officials are not allowed to enter. This sense of incomprehensibility becomes a means of satiating lower-class citizens prone to violence. Soon the concept of time becomes foreign, the world outside the barricades unknowable, ritual forming around acts of starvation, bone cancer due to the biotoxins, and group sex. females become redomesticated in order to keep these tribes alive as infant mortality rates shoot skyward. The upper class becomes amazingly effete due to the overabundance of manual laborers and the unavailability of uncontaminated food. Ritual grows here as well-anorexia as chic, weakness as symbolic of financial success, children as an embarrassing stigma of being like “the others”. Overpopulation leads to mass starvation in the inner cities, leading to cannibalism, leading to inbreeding and incest and a weakening of the human genome. We go extinct.
40 gnosis as triggering mechanism for genocide. We end as a series of transgressions. The possibility for our return via moving back up the evolutionary ladder becomes impossible. Human DNA decays to uncopyability and we are lost to time.
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